What is this all about,? last night dream has me wondering? With all the books I have read on the subject I should have some understanding , but if we were to know everything that happened in our life, we would all be without worry and stress, I know in my dream I asked God for help, and I knew he gave it to me , I could sence it, but what was with the very large bag of potatoe chips all about, did I need salt? lots of it? and what about the eldery man who gave me a lovely walking cane. I mean this cane was so great, beautifully made, smooth and craved. and the man himself. He was kind and loving I ask him about a ernie he tells me he has died , and just right before his surgrey, all of this is happening in a parking lot of a bank, with two other people, both women, one I know as the post person, she delievers my mail I am sharing my chips with her,I don't know of the other woman , then this very tall man walks onto the parking lot, one of the girls asks rthe one that I don't know.  when will he dance with her, and he tells her now, he also dances with me and tells me I am a great dancer, I am surprise by this, because I thought I was never good at it, I tell everyone I have to go , I have to get home to my husband, who is at my mothers house, So I start to walk , I pass four gas stations , with pay phones ,I think to myself that I should give him a call and get him to pick me up , but tell myself that I can do this I don't need to call and walk to the house , and then I awake, what is all of this? what does this mean? I do know I felt really good and calm when I asked God for help and knew he gave it , he had answered , but what about this walking cane ? this stands out so much for me , it was so lovely, this piece of wood, someone had craved and sanded and polished it was so breath taking, it brought me to tears when this man gave it to me, why the bank parking lot  To meet up with people ? why this very large bag of potato chips? and the four gas station that by the way we very close to one another as I went walking home, and telling myself with each passin of these gas stations that had phones , that I could walk it,I could  make it home. In the end ,was it something my heart and soul was reminding me , that I can make it? with all the worries and stress that I am in , that I do have everything I will ever need and give those things up that keep me so worried, I wonder if some therapist would know the answer to this,? In the end I do know that no one can tell me the true meaning behind this dream and all the others I have been having of late, because I am the one having them, and it is my heart , my soul that is giving me the answer to my prayers, they just  they made it easy , I  just wish they would be more simpler. Because it would be a lot easier and I wouldn't have to use my brain to figure out their meanings.! Again Life and dreams are not meant to be easy, we are here to find out our true self, So all these lessons, all the people , places, and things, our waking us up  to who we really are, to  our hearts desires and to our soul.

DateCreated 8/7/2006 6:47:00 AM

PostedDate 8/7/2006 7:57:00 AM

 This was written so time ago. I have yet to figure out most of my dreams, which have me wondering why I have so many.